☆ PARANOID! ☆
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I Blush Around .x. Richard Ramirez
I Don't Wanna Grow Up!
HOTLINE WEBRING!
FANLISTINGS !
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WHAT THE FUCK IS UP PARTY PEOPLE!
i really don't know what you want me to put here if i'm being quite honest...
I MEAN YEAH I LIKE ANIME FIGURES N' STUFF!
that sounds like a cool brand doesn't it?
yui is clueless rn omgz wake up yui!! stop dancing!! DX
i guess i'll start by saying who i REALLY am.
the antichrist lilith, villainous divinity of malevolence, fear & suffering.
i will turn ur life into a living nightmare. it's my job as the antichrist lilith, here as the reincarnated evil. the queen of vampires, a racist nazi with intent to harm. i will drag you away to a lustful realm of haunting abyss. a seemingly gratifying world of love, enveloped in misery and sorrow. i will take my rosary and slide the dagger into your heart, watching your soul detach from it’s vessel. you will become an entity of nothingness. it is my job as an overpowering demon embodied as the very meaning of pure evil. an eternal being wreaking havoc across realities. the icon and proper representation of sadistic nature, apocalypse and hopelessness. ridding you of your flesh and mind to keep as souvenir and a physical illustration of my power and influence.
most general info about me (pronouns, sexuality, etc.) is on the left side of this page. all the lil buttons n' shit.
so insteaaad imma put a bunch of cool
Your results:
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Perceived reward: (if you scored highly)
External validation makes me happy |
Being unconventional makes me happy |
Being rational makes me happy |
Being/knowing who I am makes me happy |
Helping others makes me happy |
Being independent makes me happy |
Being honest/forthcoming makes me happy |
Intellectual complexity makes me happy |
Being calm makes me happy |
Being structured makes me happy |
Change makes me happy |
Physical exercise makes me happy |
Romantic love makes me happy |
Being 'high' makes me happy |
Being different/unique makes me happy |
Being adventurous makes me happy |
Being social makes me happy |
Exploring the mysterious makes me happy |
Working with others makes me happy |
Working hard makes me happy |
Argument/conflict makes me happy |
Being dominant makes me happy |
Going against authority makes me happy |
Being wealthy makes me happy |
Being safe/secure makes me happy |
Having sex makes me happy |
Avoiding growing up makes me happy |
Being attractive makes me happy |
Being artistic makes me happy |
Being religious makes me happy |
Being a humanitarian makes me happy |
Being frugal makes me happy |
Being desirable makes me happy |
Being honorable makes me happy |
Being extravagant makes me happy |
Having a family makes me happy |
Being suspicious helps me survive |
Not having feelings is easier |
Being odd/weird is useful |
Being strong helps me survive |
Self hatred is useful |
Getting attention is useful |
Being superior is useful |
Avoiding emotional pain is useful |
Being dependent is useful |
Being perfectionistic is useful |
Being funny makes me happy |
Having pets makes me happy |
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Dangerous potential flaw(s): (if you scored highly)
Elitist, shallow, lacking an internal compass/ethics |
Discarding customs/traditions that have value |
Ignoring/ignorance-of your gut/instinct/feelings |
Over contented-ness, over confidence |
Being taken advantage of, ignoring self |
No person is an island, trust issues, avoidant |
Can make yourself enemies, example: Thomas More |
Impracticality (possibly), alienation from others |
Not caring what others think, egomania |
Excessive rigidity, inability to be spontaneous |
Not sticking with things, living a transient existence |
Exercise addiction / overtraining, body narcissism |
Being codependent, lacking an individual identity |
Substance abuse problems, alcoholism, thrill seeking |
Exaggerated uniqueness, envy of those more unique |
Escapism, recklessness, danger of physical injury |
Failure to develop an internal identity |
Investing in beliefs that are inaccurate or wrong |
Less productive / functional on your own |
Work-aholism, burn out, using work to avoid issues |
Underlying anger/entitlement/insensitivity issues |
Bossiness, being a bully, not considering others |
Knee jerk rebellion for the sake of rebellion |
Spoiled, entitled, materialistic, superficial |
Playing it too safe, irrational concerns for safety |
Promiscious, substituting sex for real intimacy |
Immaturity, irresponsibility, avoidance of reality |
Shallow, self-obsessed, manipulative |
Unrealitically impractical, superficial, irrational |
Close minded, intolerant of the non-religious |
Loss of self to the needs of others, Martyr complex |
Focus on saving instead of living, miserliness |
Narcissism, entitlement, vanity |
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Snobby, elitist, wasteful, egotistical |
Overly traditional, close minded, co-dependent |
Incapable of trusting others, overly jealous |
Unable to feel emotions, clinically depressed, apathetic |
Delusional, unrealistic, choosing fantasy over living |
Rage-aholic, violent, a physical danger to others |
Self hating, suicidal, self injuring, pessimistic |
Attention whore, liar, lacking an internal identity |
Delusions of granduer, megalomania, unsympathetic |
Refusal to engage with others/life because of fear |
Excessive reliance on others to get by, parasitic living |
Excessive need to be orderly at the cost of flexibility |
Use of humor as an escape from dealing with issues |
Risk of pets being a substitute for human relationships |
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Dangerous potential flaw(s): (if you scored low)
Failure to contribute to the world sufficiently |
Overly reliant on past wisdom/knowledge |
Believing what feels right = right/truth |
Depression, poor mental and/or physical health |
Cold hearted, selfish, asshole |
Overly co-dependent, can't work/function alone |
Pathological dishonesty, self serving vanity |
Under-developed mental abilities / capability |
Erratic emotional system, useless in crisis |
Excess disorganization, inconsistent productivity |
Inflexibility, closed off to change |
Obesity, health problems, lethargy |
Fear of authentic intimacy / commitment |
Fear of losing control, pleasure-less life |
Not grasping / developing your unique identity |
Playing it too safe, failure to test/expand your limits |
Social isolation, intolerance of others |
Limiting yourself to the knowable set of truths |
Refusal to work with others, appreciate others |
Lazy, irresponsible, unproductive, aimless |
Conflict averse, avoidng legitimate issues |
Unambitious, inability to take the lead |
Overly compliant to authority good or bad |
Insufficient resources to lead a full life |
Reckless, endangering self and/or others |
Rigid, uptight, vanilla, fearful of intimacy |
Overly mature, stiff, overly realistic |
Unconcerned with appearence to the detriment of health |
Uncreative, unimaginative, unappreciative of the arts |
Close minded, intolerant of religion |
Lack of consideration for the suffering of others |
Financial impulsiveness, irresponsibility |
Self hatred, issues with body dysmorphia |
Breaks promises, not true to your word |
Overly minimalist, ascetic, self punishing |
Overly untraditional, depressed, life-hating |
Overly trusting, dupe-able, naive |
tbd |
Unimaginative, uncreative, unoriginal |
Repression or denial of anger / hatred |
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Repression or denial of your desire for attention |
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you are deeppink #FF1493 | Your dominant hues are red and magenta. You love doing your own thing and going on your own adventures, but there are close friends you know you just can't leave behind. You can influence others on days when you're patient, but most times you just want to go out, have fun, and do your own thing.
Your saturation level is high - you get into life and have a strong personality. Everyone you meet will either love you or hate you - either way, your goal is to get them to change the world with you. You are very hard working and don't have much patience for people without your initiative.
Your outlook on life is very bright. You are sunny and optimistic about life and others find it very encouraging, but remember to tone it down if you sense irritation.
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